shukidayo

Today --- kplspm interview

2011-04-25T06:17:00.000-07:00

Alright, i gonna share my experience with u all,especiall for who else going to interview later.

Hope it`s not too late ya.

I woke up at 7 a.m, damn tired cause usually i wake up at 9.30 ><

And then read ebook on my bed, waiting my mum to wake me up again~

Had my breakfast at 8, and left my love house at 9.30.

Fetch Hon Yi who had the same interview with me then finally we departed!

U know what, yesterday i only know the programme that i chose was a ppc programme.

PPC is a Program pelajar cemerlang, and they are sending students overseas.

At first i was very confident to get this teacher, after knowing they are sending students overseas, i gave up totally. white flag waving~

Reached at 10a.m, and waiting them to call me.

At there i knew somebody who were not same centre with me.

When they called me for registration, i realised that i am the only chinese.

Al right, i told myself, it's ok, if i really be chosen i`ll face the same situation also...

But all my group members were nice!

There were 4 Malays, 2 Indians and me, the only Chinese =]

All of them were so friendly, and easy-going.

We had been waiting for an hour before they called us to do insak test.

And what the hell i only realised that i had forgotten my watch!

Actually i don't have a watch, i was planned to borrow from my sister,but i had forgotten ==

So, i did my test really fast and i guess I've done it in 20 minutes =)

And then we went for group discussion.

I feel my interviewers weren't friendly, they didn't smile =(

And our topic was about ko-k, all of them were soooooo active, made me nervous.

My performance was bad, but i can do nothing with it =(

Just forget bout it aha

And then kept waiting for the individual interview.

I was the last, and averagely everyone took 15 minutes, and the interviewers prepared for 5 minutes. There was 6 candidates in front of me, so I had been waiting for bout 2 hours.

Finally it's my turn, and once i went in, just greet them, and kept smiling like a nerd.

The first question they asked was: if u have to have a Malay name, which one do u prefer?

I was like: wth... I don't want to have a Malay name!

And just thought about this, at last i gave the name, Fatimah. XD

Don't ask me why it's a sensitive issue uh huh.

And they kept saying my baju kurung was so pretty.

What can i say ==zzz

Just like the crow flying around.

I don't know why all the Malay asked me where did i get my baju kurung, i bought it at kamdar i said, and they just laughed.

Maybe because it's a cheap place for them?!

Whatever...

And they asked me to explain my background, so i just explained it roughly.

Then they asked me why don't u become a businesswoman? Because i said my father is a businessman.

I said i don't have the potential and i was not interested with it.

Then they said my style and talk was like a businesswoman.

I was very suit to become a businesswoman.

They asked me to become a businesswoman!

i was like ==!

I kept saying I like teaching~~~

And they asked me current issue about education.

I said i support teaching sc and maths in english.

they kept 'shoot ' me in this.

And i talked about the free milk.

They said the milk isn't nutritious the government just wasting $$

they weren't agree with All the opinions i gave

I can do nothing....

Then they asked me to explain the mineral water, i just said the brand, content bla bla bla

They said they wanna know bout water, not the brand bla x 3

Then i said water is important for our daily life lalala

Thay said this was to know how will i explain to my students,

And i explained like i was selling the water==

T.T

I really don't wanna become a businesswoman ok...

What's the matter with my explanation....
And they asked me some more that i have forgotten...

And they really like my baju kurung i guess, kept talking bout it.

At last, they said wearing baju kurung showed that i am disiplined, willing and preapred to be interviewed, and like i really wanna be a teacher.

I don't understand their principle with the baju kurung seriously =.=

And at last they said wish to see me next time, means i gotta have a interview next year?!

haha just kidding~

I felt like the time was very short but my friend who came along with me but had a different centre said i was interviewed for really long time.

One thing that i can't accept was one of them asked me, if one day i have to named binti, and have to wear tudung, what will i do?

I was murmuring in my mind: what the hell... tudung?! Im not.....

Then i asnwered : i'll think about it when i have to face the situation.

That's all my experience.

I was so tired.

I back on 3.15 p.m.

Means i was being interviewed for 4.25 hours u know.

And i reached at 10. Means I`d stayed for 5 hours!

Damn tired.

And i think i don't have the chance...

As they kept saying I'm not suit to become a teacher but a businesswoman ==

Kinda sad cause i was quite confident, for i thought it was a local programme.

But i know it's not that easy to get the chance to overseas.

Al right, that's all for the experience.

Hope that i can help you =)

Have a nice* day

感动

2009-09-19T06:52:00.000-07:00

这张照片

对你们来说没有太多意义

但是对我来说

意义重大

不知道为什么

刚刚去翻开这张照片来看

我笑得好开心

心里泛起了阵阵涟漪

好感动

好似我好久都没这么开心了

相中的我

笑得好灿烂

而且

是真心的笑出来

没有做作成分

利扬

我们好久没有好好说话了

可是

你一直都是我的好朋友对吧？

不知道为什么

心里有一种感动

这是被真正的友谊所感动的吧?

真的很开心

我好久没笑得那么好看了

至少我是那么觉得的

这些日子

被那些可恶的人污染了我的心

他们弄得我便不快乐了

弄得我好压力

弄得我一直哭

所有的笑容

好似都是装出来的

只有回到一个人的世界时

才有办法卸下武装

卸下面具

因为我不习惯让人知道我不快乐

我习惯让大家看到疯疯的

我有人说过我好象小丑

是啊

我也是那么觉得

有所谓吗？

只要能成功逗人开心

我也算成功了嘛

不过

最近真的疲于做这些事

有时候会把气氛弄冷

甚至有人对我说

我的眼神变了

变得好可怕

不过那好象才是真的我吧？

算了

虽然最近貌似失去好多朋友

不知道

不了解

随便了

我

累了

掰

2009-08-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

friday
went 4 johor
by bus
4 10 hours
so sienn
lazy
finally
v reach dat cheap hotel
4gv me
bt its reli cheap
so smelly
no lift
so dirtyuntil v nid 2 wash hand each time v touch da knob
da fud is undelicious
nt cool enuf da air conditioner
conclusion:i fu yucky 4 da hotel
don think i wil step into it 1 more time!
im so glad i brought cupmee ~

sat
morning
rehearsal
v walk so bad
nt confident enuf
ltrv go sek teknik 2 prac
my leg haleluya
jz 4 a moment luckily
n den
v break at hotel whole day
slp~n eat cupmee
aft v mind rehearsal
yinku release his bomb n make hui shing so kolian xD
den
v slp~

sun
wake up soooooooo early
reli early
0445
hoho
den
pack up our gabage
had breakfast
den
v go 2 stadium
stretching~
important 4 me
den
finally v go sedia
march in~
den
1 2 3 4
v start our 4mation
march out
v both tink v had done our best
no more regrets
went into stadium agn
watch others performance
not bad
4 cg
their flags is pretty
4 sum band
their sound is nt loud enuf
sum even crush others
or 小动作
shit
but sum di quite well
asma so geng!
i didn c sam tet
i went out b4 dey in
den
rest 4 while
v go inside agn
2 take da result
firstly
dey anounced fr bronze medal
1st perlis
2nd penang
im shocked
i told myself its nt truth
i mz b heard smth wrong
hw cum our team jz gt dis result??!!
bt
dat was truth
sum of us cried
v both in low mood
n
sum of us化悲愤为食量
including me
hoho
i tink v nt only worth dis medal
bt im learnin 2 face it n accept it
though many ppl said its unfair
jz go voteband.net forum 2 watch it
watever
it had past
n v r nt going 2 walk dis 4ation agn
我准备将这回忆尘封

我们。赢了～

2009-06-20T02:53:00.000-07:00

从去年十二月到现在
我的生活都被花式操挤得满满的
牺牲了学校假期
牺牲了白白的皮肤
牺牲了睡眠
虽然我是牺牲的很不情愿啦
真的很讨厌训练营
不过责任所在
还是去了
只是受不了时
就跑路
哈哈
昨天
终于等到我们的show time
我们终于踏上舞台
向大家展现我们努力多时的成果
昨天
我们出场之前
下了一场雨
大家都在想
完了完了
怎么会这样呢
但是
也只有接受已发生的一切
不过我也蛮庆幸下雨的
因为下雨让天气变得凉凉的
比较好走
头也抬得很高
对我来说
比较不利的事
是我们几个刚刚拿到乐器
而且刚拿一下就要比赛了
虽然很轻
但是手要伸很长去拿
了解我的意思吗
就是虽然承受较轻的重量
但是手要伸出较长的长度
所以手也很快酸
而且
那个乐器一吹就很大声
吓死我
哈哈
问过其他两个也这么认为
haha
anyway
thx bagan jaya4 lending us da instrument
aligatogozaimas
一开始进场
我们应该都kek到很yeng gua？
是不是是不是？
哈哈
有没有让人怕怕的感觉？
一开始走
还是怕怕的
感觉脚在抖
过后
就没怎样了
只是
昨天没走过半次full set就比
害我很ce gong
不过
还好
Body movement 还记得做
哈哈
只是hor
Sonoran 的时候
为什么大家都在halt 时偷走多一步
吓死我
然后
March out时
我慢一拍down
Sry yar…
过后
Des说我的乐器拿错了
太低
我。。
崩溃大哭
呵呵
以为
压抑很久了
很自责
尤其看到槟华走到那么yeng
他们的斜线很sharp
Walao eh
吓死我
话说
我一走完
脚就怪怪的
幸好有朋友们扶我
谢拉
朋友们
过后
我的手
就一直抖
我也不明白为什么。。
他们说是我太紧张了
走完一放松就
哈哈
过后
又和他们去走march past
本来他们不让我下了
我硬要
我要体会完整个比赛流程！
过后
等成绩
我的手一直抖
真是受不了它
听到我们得冠军时
还在以为到底是那件学校
哈哈
拿完成绩后
我终于意识到一件事
我很饿！
我从十二点吃到接近八点
不被饿死才怪
不过
我很开心啦
哈哈

2009-06-18T05:11:00.000-07:00

[[假期回来忘了写，现在补上^^]]

琦

终于从训练营回来了！

虽然接下来还有六天等着我

可是我至少熬过一半了！

感觉上我越来越能熬

好像长大了呢～

这几天还真是难过啊

尤其是晨跑

第一天就已经搞到脚踝很痛了

接下来的几天就更哈雷路亚。。。

我觉得它提供的早餐太少了

害我每次一下子就很饿！

然后我吼晒得很黑

黑到连马来人都用异样眼光看着我

我觉得他们是在想这人到底是华人还是马来人？呜呜

希望接下来这几天我不要跑路啊

哈哈

昨天表姑从kangsar回来

要带他们去走走

回到古楼人超多的

感觉上像新年

可惜没红包呵呵

我们先去一个庙

我也不知那是什么庙

庙的后面有一大片稻田

我第一次和稻田这么近距离接触！

还看到稻穗

还摸到

呵呵

你们有摸过吗（得意）

还看到些不知名的植物

过后

去我曾祖父的地

我大伯大姑二伯二姑都在哪儿出生

后来才搬去外面的

想不到我曾祖父有那么多地～

然后我们去那个华盛宫

其实那个地方我去很多次了

在这里就不说了

过后就去吃好吃的米粉螃蟹

听说很出名

过后再坐渔民的船去看候鸟

很便宜

二十块

不过没有候鸟

季节还没到

倒是看到很多老鹰

我最喜欢老鹰和猫头鹰了～！

Hi~ I`m New

2009-05-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

今天是第一天用这个～

用这个的主要原因呢

是为了给某人惊喜～

嘻嘻

i wnt b a vry activ member...

mayb wil lazy write

mayb wil lazy sign in zzz..

anyway nice 2 meet u ol~

多多支持呀～